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My mom is such a cuntbag.
She wont let me go and get my hair done, so I went out and bought my own hair dye so I could do it myself for much cheaper. Seems smart, right?
I come home and get yelled at because I am going to dye my own hair, the usual color, because I have asked her multiple times to get my hair done and she refuses. Last time I got it done was before spring break. and she has to be an ass and not let me go get it done because i "got it done not too long ago". FUCK THAT SHIT, the vain bitch gets her hair done at LEAST every 4 weeks. so I am doing it myfuckingself.
And then she tells me that because my phone got stolen, I have to pay for my new one BY MY SELF out of MY COLLEGE MONEY. And she expects me to buy all of my college clothes by my fucking self.
Does this seem logical? She NEVER said that I would have to buy my own replacement phone.
I AM HER FUCKING KID, NOT A GOD DAMN BORDER IN MY OWN FUCKING HOUSE.
THis woman gets close to a thousand dollars a month for me and I have to buy my own fucking clothes? WHen I am trying to save for my college? This doesnt fucking seem right. I hate everyone. I hope everyone just dies.
MY STEPMOTHER IS A CUNTBAG AND A DRUNK AND DESERVES TO ROT IN A FUCKING HOLE.
She does not have her morals in the right place. Or her fucking heart.
Wait, scratch that.
She doesnt even have a fucking heart.

Current Location: Hell.
Current Mood: furious

I wish that someone would think of me in that way.
It seems like no one ever does.
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fuckity fuck
I need to get a boyfriend and get some sex before I burst from want.
But alas, anyone I like is so far away.
Ugh.
Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone.
And a happy new year, since I will probably not post anything for a while.

Current Location: Almost to bed...
Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: my CPU

Yay, I talked to someone I hadn't in a long time today and it made me really happy to hear from him.
Kind of made my day. I feel really loved lately, and school has been going really well. Making lotsa friends. Some new, some old, but this maked me really happy.
I feel at home.
^____^

Current Location: Home.
Current Mood: loved

I dont like waking up earlier than I have to, but I woke up.
I had this dream.
And it makes me want.
I dont understand why I get emotional, its very stupid because I can't do anything about this wanting, but I guess thats okay.

Things should work out.
I hope they do.

Current Location: Soontobedreamtown
Current Mood: hard to explain
Current Music: something playing in my head

Hey everybody!
I've decided I really want to graduate so I can be closer to atlanta.
I'm gonna be straight up honest...
I really want to be close to someone.
I havent touched anyone in freaking....three months.
Argh.
Damn hormones.

I feel quite stupid tonight.
Specially for crying.
I think I need to talk to someone.
I feel like shit.
Ugh.

I really need to stop being me.
I mean, I enjoy me. But lots of things I do...I hate.
I really need to stop calling people. Not just certain people, but everybody.
I never really seem to have anything important to say.
I feel kind of funny.
Like, that state of hating yourself, but not really hating yourself.
Maybe just being annoyed with how you are.
I get lonely way too fucking easily.
And I'm sorry guys.